The ugly first post

So, for a really really really long time i’ve been wanting to write a blog, but laziness and being judged have always been my problem. Then once i had my second son, Duke, I wanted to write a blog to both my boys…of course that never happened. So, when I finally became pregnant with my 3rd son, Theodore, I took the plunge and created a blog through wordpress. No one tells you that WordPress is not for newbies like me LOL, but i bought my website and said “well now im committed to this”. I went through really bad postpartum and when i started writing, in order to document that moment in time of sleepless nights and discovering the dark spaces in my mind. I stopped myself. Bc i couldn’t let that darkness overwhelm me and i didnt want to read that. SOOOO here i am, 10 months later starting bc of Tatiana Schlossberg (JFK’s granddaughter) LOL how random right? If you didn’t know, she died of cancer at the age of 35. And I started thinking. I’m 33 years old. I want my boys to have something that they can go back to, to make them laugh or even find some kind of wisdom. But really to make them laugh and to see how bad their mother was at grammar. Originally, I was going to write emails, but that, in good old KC fashion, never came to fruition. I’m still trying to think if I should do this weekly or twice a week, but I just needed to get the first post out and stop procrastinating. So, hello world (and my wonderful three boys). I hope you like reading my vulnerability and the rawness of what I was thinking at specific moments in time. And hopefully keep this going for as long as i can because how fun would it be to look back at this when i am in my 40’s or even 50’s and simply laugh at my mindset then. I wish i started this in my 20’s but oh well…better late than never right? Also, I’ll go back and forth on who i am writing to. I’ll either be writing to my boys or to you the reader. I still haven’t decided the tone I want to put this blog in yet. Anywho, can’t wait for you to see my life unfold this year in the year 2026. This is my year of less and to be intentional, but I’ll explain this more in the next post.

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